cybertrixx | Shadovald

Oh, so so very awesome.

Shadovald last night was absolutely amazing. Sooooo much plot crammed into such a teeeeeny little space! Yay!

Dear god, why does Verity's angsty half soap-opera half monomyth storyline keep almost *almost* making me cry? I'm there in a deep intense emotional scene and in the background my mind is constantly saying 'this is awesome this is awesome fucking awesome' and slipping into a quiet little whimper and going all out with the shock and the surprise and the slow realisation of the implications and making the voice waver with emotion and everything...and then just for a moment as you're thinking back over everything that's happened and thinking forward to the possible future which somehow suddenly seems like it has the potential to hold real *happiness* with a *purpose* and a *family* and everything, it's like the autopilot takes over and you feel the beginnings of real tears in your eyes and you feel absolutely ridiculous but at the same time it's the coolest most fantastically awesome thing ever because you're *so* IC that you're *right there*, at that moment, in the game world?

I love LRP sometimes.